no words

it's quickly becoming apparently that i am going to miss byui more than i can even imagine. i have made so many amazing friends that have been such an influence on my life and changed me forever. i have no doubt in my mind that this is exactly where i was supposed to be at this time of my life. i had absolutely no desire to be here at the beginning of the semester and it felt like this was such a mistake so many times throughout but now as there is only one week left, it is hitting me just how much my life has been impacted and how much i am going to miss being here. i feel like i will be missing out on so much! it kills me to think about it. i know that i will definitely be coming and visiting around every month if i can but at least every other. i don't want to per say be in IF but surprisingly in rexburg of all places. i don't want to lose touch with anyone here. i know that i will have a wonderful time in st george and that that is the place where i am supposed to be next. i need to be able to work to be able to continue my education and it will be nice to just have a break to clear my head and really focus on who i want to become. and since rexburg still feels like i haven't even moved away from home, i know it'll be great. i also know with all my heart that i will be back. i know where i'm going to finish my schooling. as much as i don't want to admit it, i LOVE it here. it is amazing how much my opinion has changed just because i lived with people that actually cared about me and was surrounded with absolutely amazing people. it is a complete reversal. march seems like forever away but hey if i'm having fun, it'll fly by! i cannot wait to see what adventures are waiting for me.
to my roommates (especially meg), my fhe brothers (especially hunter and john), all the girls in my ward (especially the girls from 406), and all the other people that have made this semester so amazing, consider this a formal thank you from me. you will never know the impact you have made on me and i cannot even express how grateful i am for each and everyone of you! i will miss each and every one of you so much and cannot wait to see you when i visit or even in the spring. i love you all.