here. this is where i want to be tonight. middle of nowhere. i want to just smash my phone and my laptop and take a beat. i really hope that i am not the only one who gets this way, but sometimes i just get sick of society and the way i am interacting with it. i get so caught up in things that don't matter. my life is just a lil bit of crazy at all times but the sad part is that i am so used to it. every so often it hits me hard all of everything around me and how it doesn't even phase me anymore. i just want to go away for a little while and get away from it all. don't get me wrong, i do love my life. i just firmly believe that everyone needs to take some time to breath and recollect themselves or they unknowingly let themselves get swept up in the chaos that is always around each and every one of us. we forget us and lose our focus. that's where i feel like i am. so tonight, i would give anything to just be away.
Been there! You should do it if you can. I used to go for long drives out to the little towns around Rexburg, or even for long solitary walks around town (I can't actually recommend this-- you should be safe). I still get that urge sometimes and sometimes on a lunch break I'll drive over to Utah Lake and just sit in my car if it's cold. It is good to get away in whatever way you can. Sometimes it has as much to do with a mindset as a location.
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