oh how time flies

I'VE BEEN GRADUATED FOR A YEAR! how flippin weird is that thought?? it just hit me when i was going though all the pictures on facebook. it is so unbelievable to me! i feel almost old haha. it is just so weird to think that a year ago i had just graduated and how much i have grown and changed since then! i kind of what to write it all out but i know i will leave stuff out. hmm let's see... well i met a whole bunch of new people that i love with all my heart last summer. they accepted me without even a second thought and i am so grateful for them. i miss last summer and how easy everything was and the people that were my life back then that no longer even a part. i worked at costa vita for a while and furthered my dislike for working with food. i learned to love working out. i learned how to get along better with my family. i got in a huge fight with my best friend that i will always regret even though we are good now. i came up to BYUI and had an extremely emotionally rough semester where i lost over 30 pounds because i stopped eating. i made friends with some amazing friends especially current roommates who will forever be part of my life. i grew so much closer to my little sister and a lot closer to the rest of my family and no longer fight with them on everything. i moved back to IF and the first two months were hell. everything i had hoped for happened but it wasn't the right path for my life and it was really hard on me. i had to learn how to work through things i never had before. i learned who my true friends are. oh i almost forgot. i dated one of the most amazing guy/friends i will ever have. because we dated, we are no longer friends which is something i still have a hard time with. i worked at zurchers and learned a ton about how crazy ladies are but also how to be in a position of management. i definitely went a little crazy haha and loved every second of it. now i'm up at BYUI again for my second semester trying to decide where i should go next. i am completely different person then i was last year and i don't regret any part of it. i am so grateful for my experiences, friends, the fact that i have crazy opinions, and i know who i am. it has been an extremely crazy rough year on me and i wouldn't have ever imagined any of it but i am so unbelievably proud to say that i am so much stronger than i have even been and ever thought i would be in my entire life. i cannot wait to see where i will be this time next year because honestly i never know what my life will throw at me next! :)